The real truth

You know how it feels when you hear something but you can't say anything it's hard and it hurts especially when it's something said that's bad, but what hurts more is when it's about you…
It hurts because you want to say something but you can't because its either someone telling you it later or it's something that you hear but they don't realise it hurts and it's not nice because no one says it to them and even if they did they would take it as a joke because they think everything is a joke. Well it's not! People have feelings and people need to realise that just because you may think it's a joke or you wouldn't care if someone said it to you doesn't mean it wouldn't hurt them.
You know what also hurts? Is that when you know so many people heard and they know so much and hear so much more than you do but only one of those people have the decency to come up and tell you it makes you wonder, well are they not telling me because they really didn't hear (not likely especially if I heard) or if it's because they all agree…
Apparently I'm that kind of person that is easily blamed for everything when I don't do anything wrong and I'm easily made fun of and easily called names. It hurts when that happens and I realise that you do have to stand up for yourself but then there are those people that even when you tell them it doesn't matter they don't care the only way they find humour is by making fun of other people. But sometimes it is hard to stand up for yourself whjen there is a big group there and also laughing and also finding it funny.